Yesterday I got triggered. It was rather silly. I ws with my tutor and I went over this checklist for personal trainers. The question was: Do you eat an excess  animal fat, salt, sugar..  I asked my tutor what I should say and he said well at times you have eaten that. And then e.d was all over my head. I would not let him talk.. And so he used the OCD aspect of my pseronality. But that did not work.. .I had some extremely good supports! My tutor was with me during that trigger. I really apporciated it. e.d did not win. And that is amazing. I like to picture a man. And every-time I win, I picture dealing a fatal blow to e.d. I gave him a concussion yesterday.

In other news I went shopping this weekend and got some realy cool things. Anyone who has had a problem with e.d knows that cloths shopping is horrible. But I did it. I even bought sexy underwear. My husband loved it. It made me feel sexy. That is something I have not felt in a long time.